Wednesday, March 30

HeYx..~

Back from shooting.. My leg ache like siao.. Practically today in school.. I was just complainin non-stop about it... HahAz. And whenever Im climbing up or down the stairs, sitting up or down on the chairs, plain walking.. It just hurts madly. Cant grumble too much with the guys thou.. Hahaz. They cant be bothered with me. -_-' Erm.. Forget wad i want to say.. Ended up chatting with peeps.. LoLx. Shooting for me today.. Haiz. Really cmi.. Im wonderin can i really see my name on the selected list. Dotx. Haiz.. Too lan le.. How?!?!? Must train more. Haiz. Alrite...


Hahaz. Actually since the start of this new school term.. I didnt really expect to have peeps to pei wo go school de lo.. Thought would be liao coincidence.. Meet up with Leonard they all.. Cos they all live so near me esp Leo. 2 blks away? hAhAz... Since they wait for each other also.. Haha.. Lolx. Im so mean.. Dengx.. bBl =p


back. continued.. Ya.. still remembered i used to walk to woodgrove with pearl..or kl.. Lolx. Or sit car or bicycle. Haha... Those were the days... Dotx. Fine. Im crappin away again. Guess u will be bored by what im writing herex. Hmx. Erm.. Forget what i wanted to type again. Oops... Hahaz. Haiz. Why all of them come interrupt me...?? -_-'' hai wo forget wad i wanna say le.. Hmx..~


Todayx.. quite fun lo.. Shooting. Paiseh neh..~ Let all of them wait for me? or they zi yuan de? LoLx =x im so mean.. but i very gd le wor.. eat so fast. Then kinda.. on the way to cwp, i really dont know whether im "leng si" or "re si"... mainly by their lame actions n .. jokes? ( wadever u'll call it..) and the scorching sun n humid weather. zzz. Hahaz. Fine. Luckily it didnt last for too long. If not I think I would have just fainted right there... and they've got to carry me back home. Hahaz. J.k. Deng.. Alright.. I really forgot all i wanted to type... -.-'' Hopeless me. Gonna mug. Haiz. Study... If not how am i going to get my As for Alvl? Hmx!



~tAtAz..~
muackiez..~ with lotsa love...~ hahaz =x
-= yanz =-

Friday, March 25

I really wonder...

I wonder why.. How I managed to say those words..

Perhaps it might be good...


wish.upon.the.stars.

Thursday, March 24

Hm.. Is pool a good sport? LoLx..~ Just wondering lo.. Why do people tend to have the impression that those pool centres are quite chaotic? And it does have a bad influence on us? Hmm... Ya... That's the impression of my family. Zzz. They are always like that.. Wad shall I do to change that? Hmx..~ Cos i wanna play pool..! Quite fun thou.. Depending on the companions u with... Hahaz.. Im still an amateur in it.. Very lan de..~ Dun even really know how to hold the ... "stick" properly.



Went swimmin yesterday with Wingz.. Wondering why some pools the water pressure is so different de... hAhAz.. and less cold.. So ytd had a easier time swimmin in that pool of Woodsvale.. Hahaz. Supposed to go for shooting? =x Ooops.. sorrie..But i was swimmin and chattin away with wingz. kekex. Understood some things.. Sort of enlightened me. Hahaz. And I kinda of realised that someone is erm... I wouldnt call it backstab, but just saying something about me which isnt true .. and claimin that i said it. Faintx. Anyway, Im really wondering why would a person purposely say something that is untrue...?



Was having a terrible headache just now.. And i didnt eat my lunch. Too lazy to go to Vista to buy and there's no mee for me to cook anyway. Hahaz =x So Im still so hungry right now. Just ate melon with sago for lunch on an empty stomach. OOps. Kekex. Am i mad to do so? My stomach is grumbling away.. gtg bye! one siao guy suddenly call me go eat. like wan to kill me like that. -.-';

Tuesday, March 22

Aiyox... Dengx.. Going out with the Hao-square sae i go on date.. Why they must keep accusing me??? Zzzz.. Sick of it. Haiz. Too bad. I lost the trust. Hmx.. No. Bet they dint trust me b4. Hahaz. Zzzz..~ Sianzzzz

Friday, March 18

hihix.. was reading thru esther's blog just now.. Hahaz.. Her words and those essays..Everytime write until like some writers.. hahaz.. I "zi bei".. Erm, that's because my english is not up to standard. Kekex. I wonder how am i gonna pass my GP in less than 2yrs time down the road.

Hmx.. Was superly bored these few days.. So troubled. So stressed up. So fed up. Haiz..What actually should I do to myself..? I need some time out on my own... Be it like that time on those grass fields... Under the nightsky.. Or be it just at the park.. Peace. Haiz.. Realise I need to tone up my muscles somehow. Hahaz. My arms are getting "flimsy". Oops.

Hmmx.. Having serious headache now. Bet it's the result of staring at the TV and com for too long... Been playing PS2 for these few days. I've told you Im too bored and have been slacking away.. Wish i could go out now.. Escape from all these electrical appliances and enjoy the nature. Oh ya.. Anyone wanna go down to the treetop walk with me? Or sungei buloh.. ? hAhaz.. There must be some of you thinking that Im a bit haywired.. HaHaz.. Do i love the nature so much? Hmm.. Perhaps.. If I have the money.. Bet Im off to somewhere where I could enjoy the Sun, the sea... the breeze... The lush green grasses... Hahaz.. =x Oh ya.. Found out something nice about Kusu Island.. that is the quiet beaches there.. The bad thing is that.. Why must we pay $10 to get there. Zzz. So ex right? LoLx.. Haiz..

Wow.. Really peifu Yu-tu wor.. Everytime go on holiday de... So shiok.. Got farmstay.. Haiz.. How i wish i got the money to go travelling.. Hahaz. Nvm. Im bound to have the money to do so when i start working and on my honeymoon. Hahaz. Gonna travel to those far places and have a free-and-easy trip.. Hahaz. Oops. That's too far ahead of time. Im still in JC.. coping with so much workload now. Keke. Alright.. Off to dinner... Dengx.. My sms gonna burst again.. !! HOWx!! Went to shoot on Wed with Yh.. Deng.. My shooting skill.. Haiz.. Mus train harder le.. hahAz.. ByEx!

Sunday, March 13

Yox peeps.. Was supposed to go down to the IT fair with yihao and frenx.. But ended up.. I dint la.. LoLx.. Watched VCD for the whole afternn till now.. Finished the show. I liked the ending. Hmx. "Qing chu yu lan" really a nice TVB show. I strongly recommend this show!! Lolx.. Alrite..

Went to watch "The Little Prince" on 11/5.. On Friday. Had shooting training that day.. Realised Im actually quite lan at shooting. Haiz. How can i possibly fulfil my wish...? Oh.. Little Prince. It was a really nice show. Insiring and meaningful... Didnt regret spending my money on it. Hahaz.. Thou nearly half the theatre was filled with kiddies and i was superly tired.. Feel like sleeping in there.. But luckily i dint. Haz.

Finding something that cannot be seen but to be felt by our heart.. Sacrificing ... Taming each other.... The meaning of life... What is essential is invisible to the eye...

Haiz... Nice show.. What's more could I say.. It made me realise some things... It secured some things... It was the day again.. 11th of the month.. I remembered how i used to be hoping for the day to arrive.. hahaz.. As we continue to count on... <> Haiz... you just made me cry again... once again.. those aches.. that keep piercing ... Haiz..~ I dunno what's bothering me... Im just stuck here...

DeNgx.. AlritEx... GottAz eNd hEre... Start of March holidayx... Start of mugging week.. I really hope that the school let me take on triple science... I shall start mugging... Clear my mind, and concentrate on my studies and shooting le... I shall let nature takes its path... Let everything happen on its own... What is meant to be will be.

Sometimes things just dont go the way we want, that's why we have learnt to treasure and being indecisive hurts... Maybe it does rings a bell in some of u.. Haiz.. Gotta go..~ Pompom le...

Wednesday, March 2

Hmx.. Anyway.. Handphone is really a spoiler.. those cars too.. hAhAz... FFX .. -.-'' Gab.. u shld noe wad i toking rite? LOLx..~

anyway.. half of my classmates.. going off away to other jc le.. cos most of them got quite good grades.. Like Doreen 6, Katz 7, Samuel 7, Jason 8, Bq 9, Mandy esther and..forget who 10...

hAiz... i so zi bei manz... =( dengx... I wonder why eveyrone started to leave me.... They left me behind... Haiz.. sorrie la.. kinda depressed now.. haiz.. mood swing again ma.. hahaz... I remembered monday abt nitetime nearly cried again.. while i was at the big grassfields ... hAiz.. i've been missing every one of you... I just hope that this quote isnt true at all... " ren you bei huan li he.. yue you yin qing yuan que... "

missing.yaz.a.moment.to.remember.
luv.always.yanz.

Tuesday, March 1

got my results ytd... upset about it. yay.. diff people have diff expectations okie? ... haiz.. got a freaking c6 for my english. Gosh. My whole face was flushed red when i saw the word "SIX" appearing right on top of the paper. The feeling is terrible. Then.. Tears just flow down my cheeks la.. Wad else is new... Haiz. A freaking 14 marks.. Haiz. It's terrible. What's the point getting 4As but a freaking C6 for english.. ? =\ Haiz..

feeling so empty right now... i have a feeling that im losing him ... lolx. hopes not? hMx.. haiz..

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