Sunday, October 31

Hiyaz... Sunday now... Tuesday first paper for me... Dunno can make it a not... haiz.. Cos it's Social studies... Hmx... Barely did anything today.. Later go pia emaths paper.... Hmx... miss him alot.... haiz.... Anyway... im still at loggerheads with my dad.... =\ cannt help it.... i just... cant stand the idea of.... .......... haiz..... Shouldnt think anymore things... Study first...~ tataz

Thursday, October 28

18 October 2004 (Monday)


Wow... time really flies... huh? Now, we are heading our end of our secondary school days... so fast... the first time we met seems to be a day ago... the vivid memories... they just keep flashing past my mind...


3 years plus since we knew each other... we sis the silliest things together, have fun together, eat, learn.. etc


the thing that left a deep memory etched in my heart is that the 3 of us... hahaz had boyfriends at about the same time with the same gang of people. THE AVA. thinking back... indeed... we shared woes and happiness... though there might be some arguments, disputes, jealousy and wadsoever... our friendship still preserved om. ain't we still friends now? =) there were times whereby our this unique "click" =x (how to spell it) is kinda... on the verge of seperating... splitting up... but somehow, itt qined us back together e.g. in sec 3... we were usually in groups of 3 or 2... sometimes ling was missing (busy with AVA stuffs)... then back together again, then pearl being fanatic about energy etc. ( jui xin)... me... eh... with esther they all... lolz... then gab was with jieying... but somehow... weird huh... when it came to sec 4... we "joined out forces again" haha. sorrie... abit -_-"... but read on...


hmmm... is being friends mean to be truthful to each other? erm... should be... yupz... can't be lying to your friends always right? and... able to confide in them... ya? (esp me... this kind of pattern). lalz. ya... alright... I'll be truthful then... haha... sometimes i feel that... erm... there's the lack of the care... =x... lolz... sorrie... so lame ar... lolz. e.g.... recently i bu shi write letter ya? about my problems... but... it's like... no one really give their concern over it... ya... i know... don't know what to do to help also right? lolz. -_-" hmm... haha...


hmmm... sorry for my grumbling again.. haha... maybe i'm too much of a virgo le... everything is in a perfect world...


hmmm... and ling... to her... her YF friends seems to be of greater importance than us... perhaps it's due to religion... and that we don't understand you enough? and that she feels left out? ling, sorry for that... for all the unhappiness that I've caused in you.. forgive me? =) and as for pearl... sorry horz... did i make you angry, unhappy, sad before? if yes, don't remember it and throw it away and accept my apology okie? you must study hard okie? sometimes. i see the way you manage your money... (applies to gab...), it's kinda scarey for me... (you should know why... kinda naggy... sorry... but... don't spend on unnecessities too much... alright?) =)... lolz... must gambatte le hor! for 'o' levels. 3 of us... lolz... improvements made... =)


hmmm... don't scold me for being naggy for now horz... because i don't wish to say this one year later whereby there might not be a place for me in your heart when we part from this school to our differentcourses and different lifestyles... time is capable of healing wounds... it's also capable of washing away friendship... i just fear that we might also be too busy with our nre lifestles and new friends that we forget the fellowship of the BARN Rings... lolz. hope that it doesn't happen. therefore thankful that we live in the same district, Woodlands. It would be easier for us to meet up... =)... look at the sec 1e1 class photo... lolz... we looked so -_-" childish back then... we shared our experiences... failures in BGRs, family problems, academic... CCa. whatsoever... in this short timeframe of 4 years... lolz. how cute we were in sailourmoon uniform... haha... we saw each other tears... etc... hmmm... the graduation year seems so fast and busy.. preparing for the 'o' levels...


hmmm... this year had been a fruitful yearfor me... haha... with so much fun, sadness, love, happiness going on... BARN's birthday celebration were the best in this 4 years time... meainful ya? =) hah... thanks for making me part of the farm... haha... i mean BARN *grins*. BARN will always be remembered and tugged safely in my heart... =)... and i hope to be part of the jie mei tuan when your wedding bells ring... hehex... =p or bridesmaid also can... since the 3 of you don't have any sisters currently... i sacrifice... be your little sister... =) hehex. -_-"


so... must stay in contact even after 'o' levels know? i'm thinking of a little (serene wrote 4 words in chinese dunno how to read. apologies) for us - BARN... Then the zookeeper must take care of the zoo visitor, gorilla and sardine... must treat us with TLC. (tender loving care). lolz.


sorry... behind a bit crappy... but... remember hor... stay in touch... and ... i forgot what i want to say le... eh... forget le... =x lolz... aiya... i end off here le...


Longlive BARN! *winks*


with love,
serene


- eventful birthday this year... lolz.
1. lingy's birthday... shop 4 her bag until sweating like siao... spent the max amount of $45... lolz. then take neoprint... hahaz ;)
2. pearl... aiyo... went to civic... -_-" bought her cake... as in 4 pieces... (coz all flavours ma...) then kiss here and there... -.-" (first time)
3. gabby birthday... lolz... she tot we nv celeb8 for her... wrap layers of newspaper... the cute little puzzle and artwork we did for her... lolz. and the bbq at her uncle's house... -_-"
4. mine... eh... got the BARN ring made... the dry ice that facinated pearl... the surprise that you guys made... waited so long then KL shout 'Happy Birthday' across the road... lolz. and etc... shouldn't elaborate.


that's all folks...


28 October 03 (thursday)

Yoz~ being quarentined in AVA room now... zzz... biology's practical is a disater sia... luckily it didn;t ask us to disect the prawn and draw... -_-" lolz... anyway... the rest of the essay erm.... wad should i calll... erm... words... are meant for B.A.N. lolz... =p. tataz!

yanz...

Monday, October 25

7 days to 'O' levels... Perhaps ling was right in wad she wrote.... It's better to let it out... Hm....

As the date draws nearer... The fear.... seems to grow even more... deeper..... penetrating thru my blood.... Kind of... Erm.. Study.. But... jus couldnt get the stuffs in... ? I should say? Hmx.. Not sure... But..... Jus have to get on moving... Everyone does has their very own secrets to themselves... And.. It's actually.. common for people to feel that noone understands them... It's true... Ya..... It's horrid.....

Ew.. Dad's here again. Feel like telling him to get outta my sight.

tataz... im still holding on to my promise..... won't gonna let go... until... the time tells me to do so....

Sunday, October 17

yox. =x sorrie kling.. i think i spoilt ur day... =x lolx.. sorrie ar... anyway.. went to Temasek jc... It really rOx.. so many shuai ge.... WoWx... FeAsT for my eyes.. =x oOpsx.. hahaz. =x kekex. hMx.. Temasek... JC.. ya la.. So far... Met my pri sch best frenz yunqi.. hahaz... both of us dint really changed.. recognised each other at first sight... lolx... But.. This school really rockSx! The culture there is so nice... people there so friendly... but then... just that missed out the part that ling n pearl went to nyjc... sounds nice to them.. lolx...~ but nvm... mus know more from ling... hahaz...

pioneer.. was super new and nice .. ya la.. new school ma.. just that mus walk a great distance to reach it.. zzz. supposed to go to AJC with ling.. bUt... sorrie! lolx.~ too bad. cannt make it lo. gTg.!

Wednesday, October 13

yOxyOx... back again... so long nv blog.. so many things happened on me... hMx... Wouldnt elaborate.... It aint nice anyway... Should the wind blow the past away from me.... =)

As wad the quote say.. Let nature takes its course... Hm... Anyway.. I xiang tong le... lolx..... He's still the pillar of my strength... hahaz... =x Hehex.... Aint going to give up due to this...... gTg... byEx... struggling for o lvl!!

Gambatte everyone!! Dont slack liao la... 19 days left??? Im scared leh.... for real.... Maybe it is really a major exam that determines how i can survive in the future... Where i would head to...~

LaLaz.... TaTaz.

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