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Tuesday, January 11
yox peeps... dunno's who been reading my blog oso.. hahaz...
sianz ar... lectures and more lectures... I realised my maths is really hopeless lo.. hOw?!?!? forget some of the indices law le.. kekex.. Then got the GP lecture.. Quite sianz lo.. Cos now everything introductory only... So it's kinda boring lo. Feel kinda bad lo.. It somehow looks like i gu yi dun wan look at his direction lo. Then nv like "greet" back also. sorry abt that. Crapz. So tired yet im still typing somemore in the dark with the monitor shining so brightly. Glaring rays into my eyes. -_-'' Should i go for Physics and Amaths tml? Sneak go in? lolx. Later kena find out i die. Hahaz. Dunno lo.. Thinking of changing subj combi, changing to trip. sci. Cos physics at least is something that i dun need to memorise that much. And that MTA. Dint even has a lesson on it at all. Bet that most ppl taking it took Higher MT at O lvl. Then i would be the odd one out.
Actually.. wadever i wrote here.. Somehow, i still restrained myself from revealing too much of my feelings lo. I dont wish to affect anyone's feelings or something. Haiz. Im really falling into a abyss... I dont seem to be able to get out of it. Maybe i should i cling on to there.. Stuck there... ? -_-'' Aint that wasting my time.. ? I dont know lo. Hmx. And oh please... Stop letting me see things that i dont want to see. Though i know i dont have the rights or anything to be upset over it... but... oh please.. seeing the scenes.. make me feel really upset lo. My mood will just go poom. Right down into the cold lake. It will just freezes. But, I know, this cant be prevented at all. Not at a single bit lo. Maybe i should try to suppress my feelings. Im really not in a mood for studying right now. BUT I HAVE TO STUDY. alright... I better go sleep. And why cant i just stop thinking about it... ??
still.missing.you.haiz.
yanz.nitex.everyone.
eneres _ _ _ * 11:26 PM
