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Wednesday, June 30
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    ********** Part 6 **********

    I let the boy wait outside as I got some of the leftover mee-yuk-gook for him. He finished it in less than a minute. Then he leaned back and sighed. Out of nowhere, he let out a burp. I had to giggle. He looked at me and smiled. �Sorry about that.�

    �It�s okay.�

    I hesitated before I asked him the next question. �Umm�so what�s your name?� He glanced at me and then stared at the ground. I could tell he was debating to tell me his real name or not. I didn�t want him to feel obligated to telling me his name. �It�s okay. You don�t have to tell me if you don�t want to.�

    Ji Won looked at her surprised. �No! It isn�t that!� he yelled. She stared back at him surprised too. Then he lowered his voice. �I�m sorry. Please don�t misunderstand.� She nodded her head slowly and Ji Won can tell that she was confused. Ji Won felt that he could trust her and he wanted her to be his friend.

    �My name is Eun Ji Won and you are?�

    �Nam Mi-Na, but call me Mina. It�s easier to remember.� Then she gave him the sweetest smile. Ji Won felt his heart beat a little faster when she smiled at him. He blushed and looks away. �So uh, how old are you?�

    �13,� she replied. �And you Ji Wonee?�

    He smiled when she called him that. �I�m 15,� he said turning back to look at her.

    �15?� I asked in disbelief.

    Ji Won nodded. �Where are your parents oppa? You�re too young to be living in the streets.� He shrugged his shoulders. �I can take care of myself.� I gave him a doubting look because he was trying to pull that tough guy act on me. �It�s okay though,� he told me. �I have a family. It�s just that things are bad at home so I�m just getting away from it for a while.� �So he ran away,� I figured out.

    I could tell that Ji Won was a good person. �Do you have a place to stay tonight?� He shook his head. �How about staying in my room then,� I offered.

    Ji Won couldn�t believe his ears. He stared at Mina. �Did she just offer him a place to stay?� �Ji Won?� Mina asked as she waved a hand in front of his face. �Are you okay?�

    Ji Won shook his head and snapped out of it. She placed her hand on his knee. �Oppa, I asked if you want to stay in my room for tonight?� Ji Won was so touched that he felt his heartache. No one had ever cared about him so much but he didn�t want to feel as though he owed her. �No thanks.�

    Mina looked at him with her big sad eyes. �Please oppa? I�m afraid of the dark.� Ji Won smiled. He knew she was lying so he would say yes. For the first time in his life, Ji Won felt warm inside because now he is wanted. He let out a sigh. �Aigo Mina, okay. You talked me into it. But just for tonight though.� She giggled and nodded.

    �Okay.�



    ********** Part 7 **********

    Silently, I led Ji Won into my room. My room was small and luckily, it was far away from my parents so they can�t hear much. I let Ji Won have the bed while I take the floor. �Damn,� I thought. �Why does the floor have to be so cold and hard?�

    Ji Won stared down at Mina who was trying to sleep on the cold stone floor. He picked her up easily and lifted her onto the bed.

    �Oppa? What are you doing?� I whispered as my eyes grew wide.

    �Do you trust me?� he asked.

    I nodded my head slowly.

    �Good,� he said. �This bed is small but it�ll fit both of us.�

    My eyes grew wider at what Ji Won had just said. But I had just told him that I trust him. I couldn�t take my words back so I had no choice but to sleep with him. We both got in my bed and slept side-by-side. I was so nervous, I couldn�t sleep. Ji Won, on the other hand, had no problem. He fell asleep instantly.

    I turned my head over to look at him. His face was so innocent like an angel when he was sleeping. Who would have thought he was such a devil when he�s awake and moving?

    An hour had passed and it was 3� in the morning. I still couldn�t sleep. Suddenly something weird happen. Ji Won turned his entire body around and did a 360, kicking me. �Ow!� I cried out but covered my mouth so my parents wouldn�t hear me. When he was done, he had this happy look on his face.

    At first I thought he was just playing with me but he really did do a 360 in his sleep. Suddenly he reached over and held me tight. My entire body went tense and rigid. I could feel Ji Won�s light breathing on my neck. I don�t know why but now that Ji Won was this close (practically laying on top of me) made me feel better. It�s probably cause I�ve never been this close to a person in a long time. Soon I began to fall asleep too�



    ********** Part 8 **********


    November 1, 1993

    Ji Won opened his eyes and found himself laying partially on Mina�s body. He blushed and slowly moved away from her. Then he just laid near her watching her sleep. Suddenly it caught his eyes. The sleeves and pant legs of her pajamas were lifted up and he got a good look at her arms and legs. Dark purple bruises cover her entire body. There were several scars on her legs and arms too. Red lines run across her legs and it made Ji Won wince because it looked so painful.



    He didn�t want to disturb Mina but he was really curious. She turned over and Ji Won lifted the back of her shirt. It was even worse than her legs. Ji Won opened his mouth lightly in shock and touched her bare back delicately, fearing that he might hurt her. Mina began to stir.

    I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I saw Ji Won looking at me with this sad expression on his face. �What�s wrong oppa?� I asked. �Who did this to you?� Then he lifted the sleeve of my shirt. I opened my mouth in shock. I tried to hide it but I couldn�t believe he saw my bruises.

    As I tried to answer him, I heard my stepmom�s footsteps heading towards my room. �Oppa!� I yelled, turning back to Ji Won, who was rubbing my bruises. �You have to get out of here! My mom is coming!� Ji Won looked at me surprised but I opened my window for him to climb out. �Climb down this tree. Goodbye Ji Wonee,� I said to him with tears in my eyes.

    Ji Won remained silent the whole time as he left her room. But he didn�t leave though. He sat on the branch of her tree and looked through her window. He couldn�t hear what Mina and her mom were talking about but he saw it. He saw Mina�s mom bring out a small wooden stick and whack Mina with it several times. Ji Won couldn�t take it anymore. He busted back into Mina�s room.


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