<body> ..__=What is essential is invisible to the eye=__..

me___*



-eneres
-12 Sep' 1988



connections___*







wish upon a star___*






past not = future


March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
November 2005
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
September 2006
January 2007
September 2007













Sunday, March 14
    yOz...

    Hm.. Friday had a "quarrel" with him. Or should i say.... Mood swing or something...? Hm... He ... Haiz... Dunno leh.. I was really SAD! Haiz.. Nearly cried lo.... Haiz... He said that he feel that erm...... it seems like.... is a xian hua cha zai nu fen sheng ... Lame right? but then... hm..... Ya.. And he's been studying so hard cause he's sort of stressed due to me... im like a goal to him.. that's what he said.... Hm.... Then... I dunno lo... I first time experienced this kind of feeling.. so hurt... and qi gek.... it's like... wah piang... is really my heart.... so... "pain"... all the feelings....... Hm..... It's aint his fault.. He didnt meant to hurt me or something.. Im just.. hurt... at what he had said... He's sorry for what he had said.. But aint those his true feelings? How contradicting, right? Hm... Haiz... But.. so far... I can really feel... his love towards me.... A feeling i never got before..... And ... i will love him.. unless my heart tells me it's time to stop... But would it ever tell me to do that? Hm.. Don't think so. Unless one day, he stops loving me.

    How i wish my family would allow me to have a boyfriend... Hm... But sometimes thinking of it.. If they were to allow... Will i treasure the relationship? Yupz, I will always. No matter what happens.. even though the road is tough..... full of obstacles... I will fight our way through... hand-in-hand with him.
eneres _ _ _ * 8:09 PM

notes___*